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01 September 2009 @ 10:36 pm

here it comes again

The holidays are here again, n ill be at home sitting down doing absolutely nothing..again.
Guess its a ongoing trend with me..nvm im not lackin in any cash anyway...been like gaming all week long...wish there was something meaningful 4 me 2 do or hope.now its like there is nothing tht perks me up or makes me interested.

Guess im goin 4 a haircut maybe at de beginnig of the sch term, but thts still a long while 2 go. Been thinking abt things n i think i should really juz let it out n go 4 it, but its oways my heart tht tells me im afraid, mann i really wonder wht im afraid of...coz my fren has like been goin at it pretty quickly, like tis is her 3rd or 2nd 1 now...in juz 2 yrs...mann thts a record...n im like thinking wtf..she has 3 n i have juz 1..like she is 2 yrs my junior..damn man...

Guess im a coward, i feel i shld do it but but its oways de opposite in de end. guess tht will ony happen if i was on my near deathbed or something like tht...or if some1 force me till like...u noe.lol

okie signing again...be back in a few weeks..

ps. i wonder hu de hack is fabian spencer..nice name is'nt it...but weird.

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21 July 2009 @ 06:19 pm

ITS LIKE,....NOTHING AT ALL

Im kinda like hearin chris allen songs now...de more i hear de more i feel its his style of singing tht makes him different from his rival. Actually i kinda listen 2 any song tht is pleasant to my ear.

Im kinda wasting my life away, thr is no up and down in my life...juz a straight route pointing 2 no whr. Its like thr is no goal or target im goin forward 2. Like 1 will juz take their chance and go 4 it, but im juz gonna let it slip away again...i definitely have no positive force propelling me 4ward at all.

And once again its stuff like tension between frens tht make the headlines 4 me again. i really have no spark in my life, dumb stuff let this actually makes me interested. But i do treasure wht i have, mayb excluding some ppl. I may appear quiet but im definitely listening.

i chose not 2 talk abt stuff between my frens, juz 1 fren 2 b exact..i lost de other 1 a long time ago, but i dun have any regrets. Its betta 2 be rid of some1 so bothersome and demanding.

My english standards seem 2 be going down the chart, have 2 force myself 2 go the library and borrow books soon...althou i feel some time will pass b4 it happens.

Rite now im havin dilemas abt completed stuff rite now.
Still trying to untie the knots and find the string which is meant 4 me..

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31 May 2009 @ 10:40 pm

hmm..is it me or is it my way of life

dun be confuse about de title on top...im confused too. Had'nt been in the mood of studying lately...although de bcm paper is juz tml followed by all de other continously...CONTINUOUSLY...its like i should be stressed out but im feelin really fine..2 fine actually.

Tried to get my head in the books but it juz ain't working, i really feel like turning back time forever so i dun have 2 go thru tis exam period. right now im feeling aimless...i think im goin 2 feel feel this way for a long time though im like 19 already....its time 2 kick myself and remind myself tht i have 2 have a purpose in life and tht begins 1st by studyin hard now...but i cant do it...guess thts who i really m...well, studies aside, at least i found hu im really m..a damn aimless n extremely lazy guy..

betta get 2 studying now...though i think i'll never do it..

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10 April 2009 @ 02:44 pm

wow...juz like finish gaming on my computer...did'nt think i was a computer geek untill recently. You know i juz cant control myself...it ain't because i dun wanna stop, ermm...maybe my other side is controlling me. haha..

Its been like what? a year i think since i updated things here. its been so dead in here. but im juz glad i din force myself 2 update all the time cause i would certainly run out of ideas...see the good thing now is i gt lots of crap 2 talk n post..haha

Been overseas for like 5days, spent like 4 nights there...n the bad thing is i didn't even feel homesick..cool. its was like a week ago..cant rmb when i came back actually...like ppl said, im getting old..haha. the trip was kind of bored..but de frens i made thr kinda balance de equation. The only fun thing thr was the ocean park crapp...its like a amusement park whr u find all the rides only 2 familiar..the disneyland was really OUT OF THIS WORLD...if u noe wht i mean....the tour guide was fine, except he seem more in it 4 the money. i mean after all he said hongkong relies on tourism heavily..i mean come on, you juz want the money rite..haha

Met some interesting ppl during the trip....there were definitely more gals den the guys...like 1:10?? haha...thot i could some pretty gals thr but turns out there was only 1..n she was with a rather squeaky group..alright alright...actually she was like leading the squeaks...but you gt 2 agree she was the only 1 who stood out...but HEY...the 2 new frens i met n actually talk 2 were yunqi n see kia...aiyo, clap, clap...i ACTUALLY remembered their names..cooooool. They are a good bunch n warm frens...erm i dun mean warm blooded..but s in they are frenly...gots lots of pic from frens durin the hongkong trip but i feel damn lazy 2 save it from my email n put it here or copy paste either..haha...so sorry...although i dun mean it..lol

okie now...i be back 2 update like in a year...haha..dun expect anything :)

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03 December 2008 @ 02:18 pm

damn its been along time since i visited, this blog is dying soon although i still will update like once a month? lol
been a busy week with psps cumin up and with the normal exams. many things have happen recently..like change in alliegence...? i think some people are better off on their own....think i gt used to all her yappin and complainin and acting close tactics. but sometimes juz cant stand it...like y act close when u noe i dun like you..amazing mann

hve to buck up on my facomm and dfund if i even wanna scrape thru the termtest....been wondering if i should get back relationships but i always seem to dislike being pulled down by anything....not commited enuf

be back to visit again next yr..lol

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06 November 2008 @ 10:12 pm

hmph...what are frens for

i m back from a rather long break...a personal break actually, coz holidays are long over. lol
been wondering what to update cos my life is not exactly full of sparks and excitement...

i was relatively feeling okie in class today...but during psps i really became REALLY bu shuang...
im not sure if i too sensitive or something but i know i dont get piss off easily.

ATT-S was like real irritating today, i dun know how long more i can take it...
keeeps taking my thing but i just have no idea y i dun want take it back...
but i guess im too kind..lol...or maybe i scared

haiz, what are frens for...they are there to share ur problems with you and hope it can lessen ur load...
haiz, what are frens for if u dun tell a thing..
nvm...if they waana say they will say...thats what frens are for anyway

p.s hope everything will turn out fine...and everyone remain healthy okie.

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25 September 2008 @ 12:52 pm

Wooo...not been updating in a while....the moment i did a blog i should have known i was not the "everyday update" kinda of guy. Damn, supp paper was alittle difficult this time round...i really have no clue if i can scrap thru this barrier....ony mcq was alittle easier.

I cant understand why some ppl can find jobs thats so relax...when i used to slog till im like gonna dao..haha...hmph...maybe i tired easily..lol

Been staying at home quite comfortably...think i should really get a job coz there's like still 1 month to go i think...im bad with sums and months..haha...hmm, i think i cropped up a habit of staying at home...wanna find a job but juz lazy to move my bum out of the house..nvm...gonna find one during my next holidays.

And right now my hair is longer then my aunt's...ha, i should go cut it soon but i wanna leave it till can touch my shoulder...ha, but who knows, maybe i will change my mind and cut b4 school reopens....coz its darn hot.....and my darn uncle keep tease me that i had no money for a haircut....damn, duz'nt he understand that i wanna keep it long...ppl nowadays...haiz

signing off...really have no idea when my nrxt post will be...see ya

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24 August 2008 @ 02:34 am

been studying and slacking and slacking again...actually slacking more, i think i gonna screw 1 of the papers and i have a strong feeling its going to be esfac.....very simple coz i din even started a damn page on it yet...got to jia you.....SHAWN JIA YOU! JIA YOU! JIA YOU!

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19 August 2008 @ 11:12 pm

STUDY LIKE NON STOP LIKE SUPERMAN

okie just joking....i can't even last an hour without slacking mann...but hey i managed to study for like 2 hours without resting leh..so that must stand for something.

exams cuming round the corner, like next monday? im like trying to start on iwd today but haven got a chance...actually im not giving myself a chance la..coz im like still facing this com and typing...lol

was juz talking to the person who like to call me"shawn, shawn, shawny, shawny, shawn" and it was sweet and normal and boring at first...but den she turned her dumbdumb mode on...and i had to act dunb as well...actually really fun laa...but really confusing at the same time...haha...okie signing off...see myself 2morrow wow...

look my class photos....G806 rox to the skies...

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17 August 2008 @ 06:31 pm

NEW SKIN...YEAH!!

i just change my blogskin..like yesterday?? yeah was yesterday alright..haha...wanted more stylish ones but i they say must revert back to S1 of livejournal and did wht the blog designer said but just couldn't get the damned results...damn hard to use mann this livejournal....maybe thats why brandon switch ba...and BRANDON i read ur comment....din know you use livejournal before....y switch to eblogger?? help me mann i think im hopeless with this livejournal shit....haha....

started studying maths like a few days ago....was studying with my friend in the library....after she left i realised i really lacked commitment...you know like dun wanna be pulled down by a relationship...must try to change myself...haha...signing off....coz im off to play games,,,lol

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15 August 2008 @ 08:45 pm

funny leh....friend call me go out and i say okie...but always at last minute feel damn lazy to go out...so will always turn them down at the last minute....feel bad but i still keep doing it...bad habits die hard you know, especially if you are a zai nan...which i think i m...but not sure leh...coz i don't really play all those mass online games like them....haiz...like keep wanting to stay home instead of going out....i seriously tink its a zai nan illness...

actually wanted to go school today....but my dad gave me breakfast so i bu hao yi si, so end up im like eating till don't feel like going lesson...hope my mum don't see this..or she'll be hopping mad coz i told her that my sujects ended liao so did'nt need to go lesson....was tinking how to give dap back her iwd paper den remembered can sent online....lol

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12 August 2008 @ 07:22 pm

aiyo...almost everyone seems to be talking about tht wrtoral result thingy...aiyo...and they cant say what they really think because their blog may already be known to 'others'..i mean that in singular form....(just wanna create tense atmosphere)...haha...but hey, im think i can..right?..anyway almost no one links me and even knows about tiny whiny little blog hidden in a corner..lol....waseh...this ppl should just say..no need scared what...

i totally WITH the conversation in garys cbox....i i mean 1000000% and damn i do really want to be as far from her as possible....but i think i'll just continuing acting normal with her...dun want to sow any seeds of hatred..

went to singapore flyer a few days back..saw some nice views but i was a little off climax...not high...so turns out kinda normal outing with my family....wanna post the pictures i taken but my damn sis just won't like me extract it from her hp...damn her....so another post without pictures......

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08 August 2008 @ 10:14 pm

i think i gt a soft spot for really nice weather pictures..and because i cant make them part of my theme so i have no choice but to post some of it in this post...nice pictures below...really feel different when looking at this wonderfully shot photos...different shy colors potrait here in these 4 pictures...kinda makes me wanna change into a little bird and fly so high till i become 1 with the sky... kinda makes me wanna doze off whenever i look at the pictures..too peaceful and relaxing

hmm i wonder if i violated copyright rules by putting someelse's pictures here...but who cares, right...haha NI

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06 August 2008 @ 11:45 pm

man i love this picture man(the 1 below not my face, i not so BHB okie)...and ill love it more to be my blogskin...haiz it seems like i cant personaliise and add blogskins from other websites, okie maybe im still a noob la ;}

mann plan to ask zhixin tml on how to apply dose blogskins i mwant...waseh..piss mann...want customise but dunno how...chim la this livejournal...heard and saw that wretch.com is a nice blog website too...but its so hard to sign up and so many problems occur when i tried activating the damned account..i really gt no affinity with blogs mann...

studied maths chpt 7 juz now...did all he basic and some challenging questions...some juz seem 2 hard to understand, even with the useful notes mr lok gave us...anyway its not like im gonna get A for aths...so y try so hard hahaa...signing off once more...

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05 August 2008 @ 08:52 pm

TIME'S RUNNING OUT!!

it soon going be the main exams soon...but i feeling like im stayin home doing nothing...all day long i would think i imagine "aiya...sure got 1 day surely will study la..sure will chiong studies as exam week cums closer.." but fuuny leh, i still feel damn relax...n i think every1 of us feels like tht too...im not sure abt all dose smart n good kids la..coz dey naturally smart wht...but honestly im kinda of a last minute den study person.

no worrys la happy go lucky is the best attitude for me...haha...n yeah, juz bought a rather big book from the bookshop today...its called yhe X-FILES...the name like veri enthrilling rite...makes u think in circles and wonder" wow tis is a cool book..." but that is IF u are a science ficton guy...

frens are a wierd bunch of ppl.......juz when u think u noe dem well enough, dey do things that makes u feel u don noe dem at all...haha...abit random i noe...hope u guys c this...signing off....n hi zixin...coz i noe u sure see my blog de..lol

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03 August 2008 @ 10:30 pm

ha, i cant believe i sploit my handphone 2day.....after like 2 year plus? wht can i say..FINALLY maybe..but 2bad i cant trade in a hp for a further price cut...quite tip top condition u noe my hp...juz tht i happen 2 suai n drop it 2day while in the toliet washing myy face..lol

n its like the 3rd time im creating another blog again...all becoz of my lousy memory so it oways ends up me 4gettin my password...haiyo la me...haha...super ma fan...aiyo...when i started blogging i thought i was goin 2 b like alittle emo style..like my fren tht vownos guy...super emo n alittle spooky the way he write it his everyday blog...n i mean spooky as in in the head...actually if u din c him b4 u might think his alittle emotionally unstable...but his alrite actually...juz a bit weird at times. but I CAN HANDLE IT i guess...haha

i was like washing my face(again yes i noe) in the toliet when my house blackout...actually it was juz tempory as i(the genius) got the electicity up n runnin again...lol...honestly quite simple...juz flip a switch at the tht dunno wht box can liao..ha, scary u noe when the lights went out...in the night somemore and everyones asleep...made me hu si luan xiang...n its 7th month somemore...scary sia...almost couldnt see a thing when ht elights went out...haha...betta stop frightening myself...signing off...

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